We went to blackpool today to pick up something from ebay, and we went out for a meal. They had a big mirror in the toilet so I took a picture. This will be one of the last pictures I will have of my blue bump.
It seem's to have got quite bug, but I have been told I have more water than what I should. Tomorrow will be my pre-op for the section and I am going at 11:30am. Then Tuesday I am having acupuncture, which I have had all through the pregnancy, then Wednesday is the day. I am really scared to tell the truth, I don't want to leave Eva and thinking about the procedure is making me worried. When I had Eva I was scared, but the best thing with her was I didn't know what was going to happen and I didn't know what it was like having a newborn. This time I know I am having a section, and I know what it is like to have a newborn and it is not easy.
I'll just be happy to be awake for the whole thing this time, because with Eva I was put to sleep after the birth and it didn't help our bonding. I just want all to be ok this time!
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